Things That Annoy Me

Hello !

So today i'm bored and I decided to post things that annoy me cause I realized that I get annoyed easily and basically i'm annoyed at every single thing, well not everything, but most of them so I decided to list them down. Why not ? okay ? okay. bye hahaha. 

So .....

1. When people pick on my food. God, I hate it when people eat my food. Why can't they eat their own food.
2. When people don't listen to what I say or they ignore me when i'm talking about something. Damn, I hate it. You have ears right ?
3. I get annoyed easily when the temperature is high. Especially when i'm sweating and people starts to touch me or sit near me. Just, euw.
4. People that loveeeeee to laugh at my grumpy-ness or what I like to do ugh. Dude, it's not freaking funny.
5. When people eat really loud slash people that munch with their mouth open. 
6. That awkward silence between you and that person sitting beside / in front of you. 
7. Racist people 
8.  Liars
9. Stubbing your toe. That is .... annoying
10. Paper cuts 
11. When people barge into my room. Gosh, don't you know there is a word called 'knocking' ??
12. And with that, that person leaves, with with the door open. Just.... fml
13. Mosquito. Ughh
14. Smokers that smokes in public. Dear smokers, if you wanna smoke, go away, I don't want to end up getting sick like you.
15. People who pretend to know things when they actually don't.
16. When girls call themselves fat when they're actually really skinny. Like what ?!? if you're fat then what am I ? obese ? 
17. When people wear jumpers or shirt that says 'geek' on it.  WHY WHY WHY 
18. Tangled wires and necklaces
19. When people sit next to you when there is tons of opens seats, but they decided to sit next to you. Hmph.

I realized that I put two same pictures in one grid haha 

Okay okay that's it cause I can actually list down 300 things that annoy me hahahahaha 

Goodbye !!!

xoxo,

     aisyah

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY AISYAH !

YOU'RE FINALLY 14 !! 

Wait what ?! I'm turning 14 again ?!?! nehh just kidding, different Aisyah guys ! But yes, we have the same name. 

First, happy birthday queen !! stay cool and don't be such a diva okay. I miss you so much and i'm looking forward to meet you in, ummm erkkk I don't know when but I  miss you so much ! thank you for being such a great friend for 9 years !! Remember when teachers used to call you Aisyah number two and i'm Aisyah number one hahaha. We basically do everything together last time. Study hard for your next examination .... PT3 I guess .. and may Allah bless you with happiness and stay happy and stay chubby. Oh My God, even though you're not obsessed with Caspar and Joe, i'm gonna make you. Trust me. Sometime when we grow up, we'll go on a separate way. Just like a fork, but trust me, one day, I'm gonna see you on the Tv or something. Live your live girl, don't let the haters eat you with their nasty words. Look at me, idgaf right hahaha just kidding just kidding. I miss our group, like seriously. Meeting you is one of the best things that has happened to me. You'll grow up to be someone special yea ? and study hard, don't have to date guys yet cause they're boring trust me !!  hahaha okay okay im not gonna type an essay cause this is not english exam sooo later !!!! Love You !!!!

 

xoxo,

    aisyah

DOWN

Hello Guys ! 

So lately i've been so down and depressed, I myself don't know why. My sisters have been so mean to me for example, my third sister lives with us and whenever my second sister is not at home or she's at work, she'll act so nice and we'll do everything together and it's like we're sisters. But when my sec sister is at home, she doesn't even notice me, she acts like im no one, like im not important. She'll ask me to do stuffs for her and it feels like i'm nobody. It hurts. And sometimes she'll scold me for not doing things that she wants me to do. Sometimes it feels like, I don't know. I hate this feeling. Most people would think i'm stupid or weirdly depressed but some of you just don't understand. I kept thinking what would it be like if I don't exist. Will they be happier ? Sad ?  

I hate it. Honestly, at this point I don't care what other people think of me, suicidal or depressed. Yes, I cut. So what ?! I don't want to hide anymore, i'm tired. There's just one word i've always wanted to say it out loud and when I say loud, I mean loud really loud like I want to shout my hearts out. The word is 'HELP'. I need help, help me, get me out of this. But remember, things happen for a reason. Look at the bright side. 

xoxo,

    Aisyah

IT'S OVER - FAKE FRIENDS-

Hello Cupcakes !

I am back omg. I am just so happy, i'm finally free ! No more finals ! yassssssss 

Alright let's get back to work yeah ?

Today i'm going to talk about fake friends. Basically, we all have one yes at least one fake friend unless you don't talk. But we all have one right ? Am I right ? 

Well sometimes even your best friend is fake. Sometimes they are not sincere with you, and I have one friend. She USED to be my best friend .. for three and a half years (roughly). And we're close, it felt like we're sisters and we basically do everything together. What I didn't know is, she's fake, she talk bad about me when she's with her friends and she calls my friends coward and other different names. Yes, we don't go to the same school. But it's okay. I don't  even know her friends but at least I don't talk bad about her friends behind her back but she doesn't even know my friends and she talks about them behind my back and when I found out about that, I was furious. She's just so fake, clearly. And we fought. We hate her ... she wants to actually say that we're losers and she's the popular one .. just because you have 800++ followers on social medias, doesn't mean you're famous and she's trying to make me and my friends jealous by seeing her go out with her friends. Honestly, I was upset at first, but then i realized that she is not even important and she's clearly fake. And she decided to block me on instagram and such. But what she doesn't know is I have five accounts ,, yikes ,, ouch. Well guys, make sure your friends are real, make sure they're no fake.

Here's 7 Ways To Spot A Fake Friend !

• They make you feel guilty for not hanging out with them. EUW.
• They constantly make promises they can never keep. LIAR.
• They expect you to drop everything so you can cater to their needs. CLINGY.
• They always puff up their own importance. SELFISH.
• They mock you and compliment you at the same time because ... passive - aggressive.
• They gossip endlessly about others. WASTE.
• They only see you as a means to an end. WHUT.

So there you go, Fake Friends are annoying huh ? 

I'll update soon !

Love ya !

xoxo,

      aisyah

THE BUTTERFLY PROJECT

 

  

The Butterfly Project has been created for self harmers who feel they are ready to stop and need the motivation or support to do so. This is how this project works. 

•When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your wrist.

•Name the butterfly after a loved one or someone that really wants you to get better.

•You must let the butterfly fade naturally. No scrubbing it off !

•If you cut before the butterfly is gone, you've killed it, if you don't cut, it lives.

•If you have more than one butterfly, cutting kills all of them.

•Another person may draw them on you. These butterflies are extra special. Take good care of them.

•Even if you don't cut, feel free to draw a butterfly to show your support. If you do this, name it after someone you know that cuts or is suffering right now and tell them. It could help. 

My friend Sarah told me about this project and I went home searched about it and I decided to give it a try and surprisingly it worked and now, I want you guys to give it a try 💪

#thebutterflyproject and tag me on instagram @aisyah8701 okay ! Byee 💖

xoxo,

    Aisyah

I Have A Question For You Guys

Great white shark vs Killer whales 

 Who do you think will win and why 

I've been thinking about this for quite along time and I need answers cause I can't find them. 

xoxo,

       aisyah

Long Distance Friendship

FRIENDSHIP

Long distance friendship is a relationship between partners who are geographically isolated from one another. Partners in long distance friendships or relationships face geographic separation and lack of face to face contact. 

Friendship isn't defined by how often you see the person or how often you talk to him/her.While those are all key components that help to build friendships, every once in a while,you can come across a person with whom you have an immediate connection.

These connections are heartfelt connections, in other words, you just vibe. These are the people you can go months without speaking to and it's never awkward when you pick up the phone call and chat or when you reunite face to face. These are the people you run into unexpectedly, and it makes your day better.

However, certain circumstances can test the relationships you have with said people. You won't be running into one another because of the physical distance between you, for example, an ocean between the two of you adds a small deterrent to your friendship/relationship.

HERE ARE A FEW THINGS I'VE LEARNED ABOUT HAVING A BEST FRIEND 4,000 MILES AWAY

• Your bond grows stronger  - When there is a time difference, you'll have to have conversations that aren't convenient for you. You make sacrifices, and the conversation that wakes you up at 4 am is always worth it. 
• The computer becomes your best friend  - The art of letter hasn't been lost, but your computer and the internet can help your friendship. The connection will always be there.
• You always have something to look forward to  - You may not know when or how long it will be, but you know you will cross paths in the future.
• You establish a forever friend  - Friends come and go but every once in a while, you'll meet someone who will be with you for life.
• You laugh about old times  - You have many memories in the past and you look forward to the ones that will come in the future.
• You never get into fights  - You aren't going to waste time fighting because time is too precious and you don't  have anything to argue about anyway.
• You can still make each other laugh  
• You can think of the past but also the future  
• You always have a place to stay
• Your BFF makes you proud of yourself 

While long distance friendship can sometimes be complicated and hard, you realize you have a soul mate, no matter if he or she is 4,000 miles away. For that, you are grateful.

See you guys later !!

Bye !

xoxo,

       aisyah

BOTTLENOSE DOLPHIN FACTS

Bottlenose Dolphins

• Bottlenose dolphins can swim up to 260 m below the surface of the ocean. However, they need quick access to air in the surface, bottlenose dolphins usually are shallow divers and close to the surface.
• They can stay up to 15 minutes under water. But they usually stay only a few minutes diving.
• Bottlenose dolphins can grow up to 2.8 meters. There are some other smaller species but there are some species much bigger, just like the killer whale.
• Warm blooded. Their internal temperature is around 36 degrees. 
• Their average brain weighs 1500-1600  grams. 
• They are great communicators.
• Bottlenose dolphins can swim 5 to 12 kilometers per hour.
• Both young and old dolphins chase one another, carry objects around, toss seaweed to one another, and use objects to invite each other to interact. Such activity may be practice for catching food.
• Bottlenose dolphins can live for more than 40 years. However an average lifespan for a bottlenose dolphin is 25 years.
• They usually travel in groups, called 'pods'. Around 10-15.
• It breathes through a 'blowhole'. A hole at the top of its head.

Want more facts about dolphins ?

Soon.

See you guys later !!

xoxo,

      aisyah

Winter The Dolphin

Winter's Tale

Winter wearing her prosthetic tail

At only three months old, Winter was found stranded in Mosquito Lagoon near Cape Canaveral, Florida, having become entangled in a crab trap line which cut off circulation to her tail flukes. After disentaglement, she was transported to CMA (Clearwater Marine Aquarium) for treatment of her extensive injuries. However, despite exhaustive efforts to promote healing, her tail deteriorated and could not be saved. 

Her story is unusual, most dolphins trapped in crab trap lines do not survive. Despite overwhelming odds against survival, Winter's energy and ability to adapt to her new physical from surpassed expectations. She healed completely, adapted to a new swim pattern and learned to eat fish on her own ... about 12 pounds a day !!

Winter was one of the most difficult cases for CMA. Her story is a bittersweet realization of the dangers faced by animals as a result of human activities in the wild. 

Check out seewinter.com for more information and guess what !! you can see Winter and her buddy Hope live on the webcam !! How cool is that arghh I am never leaving this website ever again !! hahaha

See you guys later !!

byee

xoxo,

       aisyah

SAVE THE VAQUITA !

Vaquita !!

What is a vaquita ? Vaquita is a rare species of porpoise. Porpoises are small toothed whales, very closely related to oceanic dolphins. They are distinct from dolphins although the word 'porpoise' has been used to refer to any small dolphins. The most obvious visible difference between the two groups is that porpoises have shorter beaks and flattened, spade-shaped teeth distinct from the conical teeth of dolphins. But right now, i'm not here to talk about porpoises, i'm here to talk about vaquitas, they are critically endangered !

The estimated number of individuals dropped below 100 in 2014, putting imminent danger of extinction ! The vaquita has taken on the title of the most endangered cetacean in the world. 

HABITAT

The vaquita lives in shallow lagoons along the shoreline. It is usually found in waters 10-28 m (33-92') deep within 25 km from shore. Although it can survive in lagoons so shallow that its back protrudes above the water. Other characteristics of its habitats are strong tidal mixing and high productivity of the aquatic plant and animal communities.

SIZE AND HABITAT 

Length : females - up to 1.5 m, males - up to 1.4 m.

Weight : up to 55 kg.

Lets save the vaquita ! It is so cute how can people kill these cuties ?! We really don't want another species to extinct right ? Since the lipotes vexilifer, known as baiji believed to have gone extinct by 2006. So sad !!

Check out 

http://seewinter.com/get-involved/winters-hope-vaquita
or
https://www.change.org/p/president-enrique-penanieto-save-the-vaquita-porpoise-from-extinction

for more information and click on that link if you want to save these cuties. !!

xoxo,

    aisyah

Louis Tomlinson Is Going To Be A Dad ?!?!

One direction, Louis Tomlinson Is Expecting With LA-Based Stylist

 

OH MY GOD GUYS ! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ONE DIRECTION ?

So there you are, just having a regular Wednesday, things puttering along like normal and then, you're hit with the news that Louis Tomlinson is expecting a baby with stylist Briana Jungwirth. Yes, Louis is going to be a dad! arghh Can you believe it ?! 

A source told a site : "Louis is happy and very exited about becoming a dad and he thinks Briana will be an amazing mom."

"It was a surprise at first, but he and Briana are very close friends and this has brought them even closer."

It is thought Louis met Briana shortly after his split from long term love, Eleanor Calder.

 “Louis and Briana care about each other very much and have spent a lot of time together privately over the last few months,"said the source.

“They are both really happy and although they aren’t in a relationship, their friendship is extremely strong and they are both really excited about the baby. It’s early days and Briana and the baby’s health are the most important things right now "   So what does this mean for Larry Shippers uh oh .. including me !

Tomlinson has vowed to be at Jungwirth's side and to be a "hands on dad" when the baby arrives early next year according to his friend. 

For April Fool's Day 2012, Tonlinson had tweeted -

Three years later, the tweet has proved prophetic !

Honestly I freaked out and cried on the floor after I heard the news, but I'm so happy for louis and I'm a Larry shipper too and I don't know what I'm gonna do now, I am freaking out urghhh 

See you later cupcakes !!

xoxo,

       aisyah

LOKAI BRACELET

LOKAI BRACELET

SOMETIMES YOU'RE ON TOP, STAY HUMBLE

SOMETIMES YOU'VE HIT A LOW, STAY HOPEFUL

• The black bead of the lokai bracelet holds mud from the dead sea, the lowest point on earth. 

• The white bead of the lokai bracelet carries water from mount Everest, the highest point on earth.

The bracelet, created by a New York based company of the same name, is meant to represent "that throughout life's circular journey, your path is your own." The white bead contains water from mount Everest and the black bead contains mud from the dead sea. This is meant to signify the highest and lowest point on the planet, and thus keep the person who wears the bracelet balanced no matter what life throws his or her away. 

.Lokai also donates 10% of net profits to charity partners.

And that is it for now, and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri !! 

xoxo,

       aisyah

I'M OFFICIALLY 14 !

--HELLO CUPCAKES--

July 8th 2001, a girl was born. And that's me ! The one and only Aisyah ! I grew up with my mom, dad and my three older sister. When I say older, I really mean it .. they are like 15-19 years older than me so I was quite a diva back then and still am. I moved to Kuching, Sarawak when I was 5 years old. Honestly I love it. I made lots of friends there. Six years later, I moved to Langkawi. It sounds fun but no, it's the opposite. I do like moving to Langkawi but I don't really like the environment except the beaches. I made friends too but we moved back to KL the next year. I was exited and happy and you know exited! And my new school was okay. I did not make lots of friends but at least I do. And surprise surprise.. straight A's for my UPSR and I was more than happy ! I started high school and honestly I hate it cause most of my friends went to a different high school and I had to go to the girls school .. boring huh ? My first year in high school was awesome made lots of new friends and not to brag, I was fitting in with the popular crowd. I was happy and I loved it. And here I am now, Second year in high school .. And it is getting worse. Trust me, it's horrible. Lost my friends, bad grades, and urgh if you can see you how terrible high school is. I sat alone during lunch, I basicly do everything and anything alone. I don't like it. I wanted to fit in so bad. I tried and at least I made a new friend. We ate together and we do stuffs together. I feel good, until now, yes, right now. And right now, I'm 14 ! im officially 14 ! I am so happy ! I cant believe it ! yikes ! okay okay .. try not to freak out and decided to stop typing. I want to step outside and live my life ! at least a day ! yikes! I think that is it for now and I will see you guys in few days ! 

Byeee 

xoxo,

    aisyah

(My birthday is on the 8th of july and I'll be posting this a few days later soo yeah)   

Hi, You Are Beautiful

SMILE :)

Hello ! Today is not the best day. Today is one of those days everyone dreads but most go through... I am sad maybe even depressed, neglected but most of all, pressured to have a good day. Today has been an emotional wreck for me, a roller coaster of being happy then instantaneously sad.

I realised the only way for me to have a good day, is to just have a day I can get through. Try to smile but most importantly just to get through this. Remember that everyone has these days and they are inescapable but the only way to get rid of them is in your hands. Change the way you think of the situation, change your attitude to one that sees the bright side to everything because the only thing that making you sad is yourself and how you see the problem if there actually is one.

Imagine your idol, know that they go through these days coming out the better end and if they can, you can too !

If you know something that makes you happy or lights a spark within you do it or at least distract yourself. Go to the people you know will support you like your family to friends and block out the people who are causing you this sadness.

So if you are reading this and you are having a bad day like I am, I want to tell you something, today is just one day. No matter how sad or angry or guilty you are, time still moves forward and as it does so will your emotions. Try to turn the situation around and if the cause of your sadness is a person, be nice to them. I know it is hard but you have no idea what they can be going through. If you treat others the way you want to be treated and inject happiness to the world, trust me you will have a lot less of these types of days. I want you to know that you are beautiful and no one should be judged for what the like, the sex they love or how we look because who gets to decide what the perfect human looks like or acts like if you know ... I'd like to meet them and ask them who they are to put other people down for not being what hey see in their eyes as a 'perfect person'. Perfect is overrated or at least misunderstood.'Perfect' is not being what everyone else expects you to be because you cannot please everyone (especially those who put you down *don't go to the effort to impress them*), being perfect is about being who you are so please feel happy about that :) . 

I hope this helped and made you feel better because I do know .. A lot !!

Byee

xoxo,

   aisyah

HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MARIMO MOSS BALLS

MARIMO MOSS BALL

Marimo moss ball is a species of filamentous green algae, found mostly in a number of lakes in the northern hemisphere. A marimo is a rare growth form of the species where the algae grow into large green balls with a velvety appearance. Colonies of such balls are only known to form in Iceland, Scotland, Japan, Estonia and Australia.

How To Grow Marimo Balls

Your marimo friends will grow in tap water at room temperature as long as the water is changed every one or two weeks.

The growth rate of marimo is about 5mm per year. They grow particularly large, up to 20 - 30 cm ( 8-12 inches).

All they need is normal household lighting for them to make food, otherwise, indirect sunlight is fine.

You should turn them over once in a while for them to keep their round shape.

Marimo' s are actually very easy to take care of, probably one of the easiest plants that live in water.

CLEANING

A clean marimo is a healthy marimo. It's a good idea to pick up your marimo once in a while (especially when dirt particles have accumulate on it or when it has turned a bit brown or greyish) and gently wash it by squishing it a few times in a container with some clean water. You can roll it around your hands a bit to prevent it from falling apart from the squishing. This helps the marimo maintain its round shape. In the wild, it gets this from rolling across the lake floor, which it unfortunately can't really do in bowl, vase or aquarium. 

COOL WATER 

In the wild, Marimo only appears in cooler areas like iceland and northern japan. It therefore prefers cool water. If the container/aquarium it's in gets a bit hot (25+ degrees  c/77 ) during summer, consider moving the marimo to a slightly cooler place for a few months. It can actually be placed in the refrigerator during the hotter month, but a spot near an air conditioner is fine. 

SICK MARIMO

Although marimo balls can withstand a range of temperatures and water condition, they may turn a strange color. This is an indication that something is wrong.

Marimo turning white or lighter means that it is probably receiving too much light. If the marimo also seems a bit slimy or if its texture seems otherwise than usual, you may be dealing with a hostile type of algae growing around it. These algae choke the slow-growing marimo, so its best to carefully wash them of or remove them with tweezers. 

Marimo turning brown may be a sign that it's time to clean it. If it doesn't fix it, try carefully picking off the brown (dead) parts and adding a bit of salt to stimulate the marimo's growth. If the bottom of the marimo has been turned brown because it didn't receive light for longer periods of time. Be sure to start rolling the marimo around a bit more often to prevent parts of it from dying off again.

Marimo turning black and/or falling apart are unfortunately known to start decaying from the inside out sometimes, especially when it has been covered by hostile algae for a while or when it is simply too big for clean water to reach the inside. In order for it to become healthy again, the black parts should be removed and the marimo should be gently re-rolled. It'll be smaller than it was before,  but it now has a good chance of surviving and growing back just fine.

RECOGNIZING A FAKE MARIMO

Artificial marimos are unfortunately a real thing. Most stores don't sell them to you on purpose, but sometimes there is just some confusion. So here are some points to check if you are not sure !

• Artificial moss balls are usually made with a soft plastic ball covered in synthetic hair. The plastic can be a bit obvious.
• Most artificial moss balls are not kept in the plant tanks at aquarium stores. They are often sold pre-packaged or in the decoration sections. This doesn't always apply though.
• You can change the shape of a real marimo by rolling it in between your hands. For example, if it's loopsided you should be able to roll it into a more perfect ball.
• Real marimos can be picked apart (although I would not recommend this)
• A fake marimo is often very perfect looking and smooth. If your marimo has bumps and looks imperfect, there's a good chance it's real.

BYEE

XOXO,

            AISYAH

TMI TAG - AISYAH8701 -

TMI TAG 

.TOO MUCH INFORMATION TAG.

#1 - WHAT ARE YOU WEARING ?

> Chevron leggings and a pink tshirt <

    

#2 - EVER BEEN IN LOVE ?

> Yup <

#3 - EVER HAD A TERRIBLE BREAKUP ?

> Nope <

#4 - HOW TALL ARE YOU ?

> 154 cm <

#5 - HOW MUCH DO YOU WEIGH ?

> yikes 40 SOMETHING <

#6 - ANY TATTOOS ?

> Noo <

#7 - ANY PIERCINGS ?

> No <

#8 - OTP ?

> I have lots of otp  .. ZALFIE OMG <

#9 - FAVOURITE SHOW ?

> Red Band Society but they stopped filming it sooo Ellen ! <

#10 - FAVOURITE BAND ?

> One Direction & 5 Seconds Of Summer <

#11 - SOMETHING YOU MISS ?

> My cat <

#12 - FAVOURITE SONG ?

> nehh <

#13 - HOW OLD ARE YOU ?

> 14 years old <

#14 - ZODIAC SIGN

> Cancer <

#15 - QUALITY YOU LOOK FOR IN A PARTNER

> Honest, sweet, generous, taller than me ( i have more ) <

#16 - FAVOURITE QUOTE

> The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up <

#17 - FAVOURITE ACTOR 

> Theo i guess <

#18 - FAVOURITE COLOR 

> Mint blue, turquoise, black, cream <

#19 - LOUD MUSIC OR  SOFT ?

> Loud when i'm happy, Soft when i'm sad <

#20 - WHERE DO YOU GO WHEN YOU'RE SAD ?

> Sleep<

#21 - HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE YOU TO SHOWER ?

> 10 - 30 minutes <

#22 - HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE YOU TO GET READY IN THE MORNING ?

> 10 mins - 1 Hour <

#23 - EVER BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT ?

> I'm not sure <

#24 - TURN ON ?

> Idk cause I can't think of any turn ons right now hehe <

#25 - TURN OFF ?

> People that stinks <

#26 - THE REASON I JOINED YOUTUBE

> For fun actually cause I love youtubers so I wanna be one of them <

#27 - FEARS

> Height and darkness <

#28 - LAST THING THAT MADE YOU CRY 

> A movie that I watched two days ago and I can't even remember the title <

#29 - LAST TIME YOU SAID YOU LOVED SOMEONE 

> An hour ago I guess <

#30 - MEANING BEHIND YOUR YOUTUBE NAME 

> My name lah haha <

#31 - LAST BOOK YOU READ ?

> Insurgent <

#32 - THE BOOK YOU'RE CURRENTLY READING 

> A work in progress <

#33 - LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED

> The Amazing Race yasss <

#34 - LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO 

> My sistahh <

#35 - THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND THE LAST PERSON YOU LAST TEXTED

> My best friend !! <

#36 - FAVOURITE FOOD

> Mash Potatoes and Mushroom soup and sushi ahhhh i'm hungry <

#37 - PLACE YOU WANT TO VISIT

> The Bahamas and NYC <

#38 - LAST PLACE YOU WERE

> School arghh <

#39 - DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ?

> duhh of course I do ! <

#40 - LAST TIME YOU KISSED SOMEONE 

> Wait let me think <

#41 - LAST TIME YOU WERE INSULTED 

> 10 mins ago <

#42 - FAVOURITE FLAVOR OF CANDY 

> Apple !! <

#43 - WHAT INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY ?

> Piano <

#44 - FAVOURITE PIECE OF JEWELRY ?

> Necklace and bracelet <

#45 - LAST SONG YOU PLAYED

> idk ed sheeran's i guess <

#46 - LAST SONG YOU SANG

> Knock knock by Lenka <

#47 - FAVOURITE CHAT UP LINE

> Surprise surprise I don't have one <

#48 - HAVE YOU EVER USED IT ?

> read #47 <

#49 - LAST TIME YOU HUNG OUT WITH ANYONE

> Last week <

#50 - WHO SHOULD ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS NEXT ?

> You guys !!! Don't forget to tag me !!! <


okay okay byeeeee !!!


xoxo,
   aisyah

note # 9

HAPPY FASTING !! 

SELAMAT BERPUASA !! 

XOXO,

         AISYAH

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INSOMNIA

- Insomnia is a sleep disorder that is charactarized by difficult falling and/or staying asleep.

People with insomnia have one or more of the following symptoms :-

• Difficult falling asleep 
• Waking up often during the night and having trouble going back to sleep 
• Waking up too early in the morning
• Feeling tired upon waking

TYPES OF INSOMNIA 

PRIMARY          -     A person is having sleep problems that are not directly associated with any other                                           health condition or problem.

SECONDARY    -     A person is having sleep problems because of something else, such as a health

                                  condition (like asthma, depression, cancer or heartburn), pain, medication they are 

                                  taking or a substance they are using like alcohol.

CAUSES OF INSOMNIA

Causes of acute insomnia can include :

• Significant life stress 
• Illness
• Emotional or physical discomfort
• Environmental factors like noise, light or extreme temperature that interfere with sleep.
• Some medication

Causes of chronic insomnia can include :

• Depression or anxiety
• Chronic 
• Pain or discomfort at night

SYMPTOMS 

• Sleepiness during the day
• General tiredness
• Irritability
• Problems with concentration or memory

SLEEP MORE TO AVOID INSOMNIA !!!

XOXO

note # 8

     

HAPPY FASTING !!!

CANT WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY THO YIKESSS !!1 

OKAY OKAY 

BYEE 

XOXO,

            AISYAH

-HOW TO COME OUT OF THE CLOSET-

HOW TO COME OUT OF THE CLOSET 

Coming out of the closet may be one of the most difficult decisions in your life. Just keep in mind that above all else, you're a gem. Show your shine and know there isn't any reason to hide yourself behind a door of fear. Besides the people who really love you won't abandon you because you are who you are and if they do, they don't deserve to have you in their lives. Just remember to ease on it, don't bring it up suddenly. 

1. Acceptance! Accept yourself for who you are. You can never be comfortable telling people about your sexual orientation when you're not comfortable with it yourself. You're just as much a person as another orientation. It doesn't make you any different than anyone else. You are a perfect human being.
2. Who's first? Decide who to come out to first. Choose someone you trust and who might be able to help you when things get tough. Many people tell a good friend first, before they tell their parents. Start with someone you know to be accepting, who does not have a habit of outing other people. Listen for how they react to others. You could choose a counselor for this to get some training in how to come out from an expert, just make sure the counselor is gay-friendly before coming out. Counselors are in a position to make life very hard if they're prejudiced. A good tip is a "rainbow" or "gay-friendly" sign in the counselor's office.
3. Rehearse with that friend or counselor. Work it out for each person on your list of those you want to come out to what. Some people will respond best to a formal "We have to talk about something important," presentation. Others may respond best to your just blurting it casually in the middle of conversation. "No, Jim, I'm not watching the girls. I'm watching that guy on the end, he's giving me the eye and he's got cute buns."
4. Prepare yourself for a lot of questions. Many people you come out to have no idea what it's like to be gay. Homophobia is often based in ignorance. Some of the questions may even be insulting, but they're genuinely confused. They might not understand the difference between a gay person and someone who's transgender, for example, and come back with "Does that mean you want a sex change?" Parents may ask "But what about grandchildren?" Depending on your future plans, that may have a positive answer like "Not necessarily, if I find Mr. Right we could adopt or find a surrogate mother so we could have kids. Is it important to you that they're genetically yours or more important that we pass on the traditions you taught me?" That response leaves some negotiation room on issues that may be important to them.
5. Approach. Choose your approach. If you're dealing with someone who has a very strong opinion about gay people, you might want to come out very carefully. If you are dealing with your parents, think about their reaction first. You want them to accept you, but consider that this could be hard for them, too. Prepare yourself for a not too enthusiastic reaction, and just be grateful if they say they love you, even if they need some time to get used to the idea.
6. Be prepared with the URL and phone number for PFLAG. Parents and Friends of Lesbians and Gays has a lot of experience helping parents and friends overcome their initial shock and fears. This is a support group that can help your loved ones in a big way and a resource you should hand them on your first discussion. They may not want it at first or they may surprise you and become very active in it. It's there for them in ways you can't be though, like any support group it's most effective for those actually in the situation.
7. Note! Coming out of the closet is obviously harder than just these simple steps. However, once you're out and you look back on this life altering decision it will seem simple. This will show you who your real friends are and shake out anyone who'd reject you if they found out. If you have to lie for someone to love you, they don't love you. Remember, you're unique, and they should appreciate that.
8. Give them time to grieve. If any of your close family and deep friendships have a lot of trouble with it despite all your work, give them time to grieve. Their world has just changed in a big way, they are facing a terrible choice or may have rejected you outright but regret it later. Give them a year of patient, compassionate understanding and acceptance that it's hard for them too. Don't do anything that would otherwise hurt them, try to be as self controlled as possible. If after a year and your best efforts, they still don't accept you, accept that the relationship is gone. It hurts, but it's better to face the grief rather than lie to them and keep a false relationship. That's not healthy or satisfying for either.
9. Take their age, health and situation into consideration. If your relative is very old and has trouble with gays, coming out might break the relationship at a time when they don't have much time left. Judge carefully whether to just let that relationship go on with their never knowing or whether to face that. Sometimes the elderly can surprise you and react better than your parents or their generation.

see ya later alligator girlies !! 

oh and ... im not a lesbian okay hahaha

xoxo,

        aisyah

31 AWESOME LIFE HACKS FOR GIRLS

 31 AWESOME LIFE HACKS FOR GIRLS

1. Tie a ribbon around your feet and then slip on some flats to one up a simple look.
2. Use a hair dryer and socks to help break in some flats.
3. Use beeswax to waterproof your shoes.
4. Use nail polish to colour the soles of your shoes.
5. Add some style to your hairdo with some nail polish painted bobby pins.
6. Leave your jeans overnight in the freezer to make them smell better.
7. Sew a bra strap clasp to your favourite shirt to avoid visible bra strap.
8. You can open a nail polish bottle easier by wrapping a rubber band around the cap.
9. Make a baking soda sachet and put it in your shoes and you dont ever have to deal with stinky shoes.
10. Use an ice cube tray to organize your rings and earrings.
11. Use clear nail polish on the inside of your ring to avoid your fingers from discoloring.
12. Hang clothes backwards to clean out your closet.
13. Use popsicle sticks as motivation to work out.
14. Use your hair conditioner to shave your legs.
15. Use ice cubes to remove gum from your hair.
16. When you are travelling, put your shoe in a shower cap when you pack your suitcase.
17. Use a tic tac box to keep all your bobby pins 
18. Add a magnetic strip to your wall so that your bobby pins stay in one place .
19. Shower curtain hooks are great for hanging bags.
20. Use nail polish to identify your keys easily.
21. Dryer sheets can get rid of deodorant stains.
22. Use a magnetic board to store your makeup.
23. Use your hair straightener as a tiny iron.
24. Loose ponytails wont give you bald spots.
25. Apply glue as a bottom coat before applying your nail polish and you can peel it off whenever you want.
26. Spray your perfume on the back of your ear, inside wrist, behind your knee, base of your throat or inside your elbow to make it last longer.
27. After applying your lipstick, lay a tissue across your lips, dust a translucent powder on to make the colour set so it stays longer.
28. After applying your lipstick, put a finger in your mouth, close your lips around your finger, then pull your finger out. The excess lipstick will get on your finger, not your teeth.
29. Use your hairdryer to heat your eyelash curler, then use as you normally would. The heat will set the curl and it will last longer.
30. Use a toilet seat cover to replace your makeup blotter.
31. Keep a set of extra keys infront of your door.You'll be amazed at how often you use those suckers.

Want more LIFE HACKS ??? Coming soon !!!

xoxo,

   aisyah

Self Harm

Self harm can be a way of coping with problems. It may help you express feelings you can't put into words, distract you from your life or release emotional pain. Afterwards, you probably feel better, at least for a little while. But then the painful feelings return and you feel the urge to hurt yourself again.

Self harm is a way of expressing and dealing with deep stress and emotional pain. As counterintuitive as it may sound to those on the outside, hurting yourself makes you feel better. In fact, you may feel like you have no choice. Injuring yourself is the only way you know how to cope with feelings like sadness, emptiness, guilt and rage.

The problem is that the relief that comes from self harming doesn't last very long. It's like slapping on a band aid when what you really need are stitches. It may temporarily stop the bleeding but it doesn't fix the underlying injury. It also creates its own problems.

If you're like most people who self injure, you try to keep what you're doing secret. Maybe you feel ashamed or maybe you just think no one would understand. But hiding who you are and what you feel is a heavy burden. Ultimately, the secrecy and guilt affects your relationships with your friends and family members and the way you feel about yourself, it can make you feel even more lonely. worthless and trapped.


                      SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS OF CUTTING AND SELF HARM

• Cutting or severely scratching your skin
• Burning or scalding yourself
• Hitting yourself or banging your head
• Punching things or throwing your body against walls and hard objetcs
• Sticking objects into your skin 
• Intentionally preventing wounds from healing
• Swallowing poisonous substance or inappropriate object.

Need tips on how to stop self harming ?? 

xoxo,

   aisyah